ugh
the more i do this dissertation, the more i dislike it. i hate cementing my time like this, i hate singling out individual paragraphs. i hate the whole thing. i am so disgusted and depressed by it right now.
and yet, i continue, because... it's something i think at the end i will be liberated by the discipline, self-control and self-knowledge it brings to me.
and yet i have to bury my face in the blanket to admit that.
yup. that's life. so be it. etc.
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